i realized that life isn't that simple . years ago , when i was a little girl , i had a dream about my perfect boy . we had our little baby . we get married and then it was just a happy ending . back then , i was perfectly happy and i wasn't afraid about my today nightmares . but now , things have changed , i grew up , i have my own responsibility , i have to decide about my future but still I’m a teenager . i say things without thinking about it , i make my own problems , i'm the most dramatic girl in the world , i get jealous really easily , i cry for stupid and little things , i don't like myself , fuck , i'm a fucking teenager ! but still i know that this is just a part of my life , my mind will change and later i will look back to "now" and laugh so hard about this stupid teenagers things . but there are one person i want to keep forever . my little boy . heý ? never leave me , ok ? i promise i will love you till the end .

ricardocastro . amo-te meu menino 
saracastro .