i realized that life isn't
that simple . years ago , when i was a little girl , i had a dream about my
perfect boy . we had our little baby . we get married and then it was just a
happy ending . back then , i was perfectly happy and i wasn't afraid about my
today nightmares . but now , things have changed , i grew up , i have my own responsibility
, i have to decide about my future but still I’m a teenager . i say things
without thinking about it , i make my own problems , i'm the most dramatic girl
in the world , i get jealous really easily , i cry for stupid and little things
, i don't like myself , fuck , i'm a fucking teenager ! but still i know that
this is just a part of my life , my mind will change and later i will look back
to "now" and laugh so hard about this stupid teenagers things . but
there are one person i want to keep forever . my little boy . heý ? never leave me , ok ? i promise i will love you till the end .